Saturday Night

又好一陣子沒去吃好丘。 在這個動動手指就可以google的年代， 我連餐廳內部都懶得拍。 畢竟怎樣都沒辦法拍的比專業的美麗嘛~ 位於四四南村，信義公民會館內。 以前只是來這裡看設計畢業展，好丘進來了之後，又多了一家好餐廳，從事文創工作和自由品牌的朋友們可以一次遇見。看展覽、逛市集、吃好東西、健康愛地球、支持在地品牌。比健達出奇蛋還神了。不管幾個願望都可以滿足。 缺點是假日人太太太太多啦! 人山人海... 所以請定位，不然現場排也得有得等了。 附上讓人流口水的每日一盤。有好好吃的三種當日bagel(我拿到原味、胡蘿蔔、菠菜)、沙拉、每日主菜(那天是雞肉雜煮)、烤蔬菜(茄子、牛蒡etc)還有夢寐以求的鹹蛋糕!! 認同好丘的理念，每日餐點當天備料，現煮現賣，賣完就沒啦!!! (搶了好幾次最後一個的牛肉漢堡有心得了) 好丘地址：台北市松勤路54號 預約電話：(02)2758-2609 營業時間：11am-9.30pm (Tue~Fri) / 11am-6pm(Sat&Sun) / Closed on Monday

sometimes when you have too much to say, but end up with no words... I feel quite pessimistic these days. about work, about the environment I live in, and the surrounding... sometimes I confused that either I need an escape, or a stop point. After having these frustrating moments... I do miss the "me" at the beginning.

"希望自己可以變得再尖銳一點，自私一點。" 對啊，只有沉浸在悲哀的極端裡，愉悅才能像極樂一樣不能自拔。彷彿到了另外一個世界。

斷斷續續的看著她的blog。不知道這個是他或是她，暫且稱為它。 總之也是相去不遠的。只是一個主詞吧，而非被歸類的某一個類別，或是關於那之後的臆測、種種。 雖然我也不下幾次的猜測這個人的職業，以及背後種種，或是任何的可能性。 其實起源只來自於某次的資料蒐尋，這個名字讓我想起了tombe la neige，看了連續劇後才知道的一首歌。 它是個會寫到點的人。就是可以寫到你心坎裡，剛好，不多也不少。剛好可以劃一口子，微微滲血，但卻不會撕裂。輕輕地撫著傷口，癒合的肉芽，緩慢的結痂，沒有皮膚那麼乾燥，新鮮的皮肉，閃著淡淡的光亮。實實在在提醒著有過什麼的痕跡。 本來不是要說這個的。 又一年過去了。 Another year passed. I haven't looked back for this year. I knew there are many things had happened, but in other way, not much difference had changed. I have my hair cut last week, same as last year. Time flies. Just like those memories. The good and bad things. I know I should not look back, but sometimes just cannot help. 很多事需要再想想。 再度尋找自己的初衷。

Okay. It seems being a quite long time I haven't talked to myself. Maybe it is because I don't have anything to say, or I don't even have time to think about it/give a review due to the busy daily life. I just cannot believe that I became to a office lady for 2 years. I mean, full time work. I have been working in art field for a long long time. okay, I think is long enough. Anyway, I just want to say, the motivation I restart a conversation with myself is because an American TV series, called Awkward. I don't even remember how to spell that word before I watched it. But seriously, the tv thriller was eye-catched when I saw it on television tonight. So, I checked the word firstly, and started watching it. Now I am almost finished the season one. Cannot believe it, I never suspected I will be that in to this kind of teenager's tv programme (evidently, it is a Disney production.) But I have to say, the words Jenna say in the series were all quite inspiring. Also her...

Just finished my third book. I kept thinking something since last weekend. the motivation of what I am doing, the life experience led you becoming who you are, who you were, and who you will be. After the third book by Yusuke Ishida, a men who has traveled the world by bike, and the book is about his journey. I started understanding a very little bit. 剛剛看完第三本書，決定要從現在開始我的一百本書計畫。(也想看看自己能寫到第幾本) 想想跟我看完的第三本概念也蠻像的呢。 "現在就出發，看能夠走到哪裡吧!"原本計畫只有一年半的旅程，拖到三年，最後是七年才完成。如果真的要說七年的遊記寫成一本書，我想我也會很困擾吧!! 不知道為什麼，看著這本書總是一直想到我在倫敦的日本室友Hikaru。覺得他也有和這本書的作者一樣的感覺，性格堅毅，知道自己在做什麼，雖然偶爾也會迷惑，但是看了比自己更多世界的他，在你感到迷惘的時候卻能傾聽你的煩惱，讓你豁然明朗找到方向。偶爾也有對於未來夢想的某種浪漫，這時候你們又成了站在同一線上的戰友。一起幻想各自更好的生活和人生。 日本男生到了某個年紀就會這樣嗎?哈哈。 閱讀這本書，總是不自覺在某個地方停下來，忍不住熱淚盈框。非洲草原的一望無際，乾旱的沙漠，閃著藍光的森林，割開魚肚子汨汨湧出的鮮紅魚卵，橫斷山脈的峽灣，一片雪白的冰原，我好像也就在那裡面一樣。。。或是說，自己也好想啟程去那個地方。 好想去旅行。 書裡更讓人難忘的是旅程中遇到的人們，每一個與作者共同騎一段路的旅伴，每雙伸出援助的手，自己總是自然的接下別人的好意。直到最後領悟到，能夠一路走到這裡，是接受了多少人的幫助，這一切都不是理所當然，而是好運得到的善心，才能夠走到這個地方。 活著真好。 這本書看完蠻感動的，也很想再次啟程。 也想到自己再Frienze在明信片寫下的一句話：I have been gone so ...

I had a nice weekend with fantasy. made me feel like back to the old good time. people are the same, some new friends. lots of drinks and food, good music and great talks. of course. I felt comfortable when friends sit side by side. even though i knew so well that i am a bit far from them. you chose something, and you have preparation to lost something too. all you can do is keep going. or turn around back to where you were. sometimes i easily feel regret of some word/action i said/done after some occasion. for example, yesterday i met some old friends after the show, i should stay a bit longer to catch up with them but i didn't make it. because i do want to join the drink/party with other guys. seriously i should blame on that worst encore i ever had... but anyway. things just happened, you never know. even most of things went out into ways that totally out of my expectation. but in some way, which is good. i know myself better than before, find out more weakness of myself, which ...