Saturday Night

Okay. It seems being a quite long time I haven't talked to myself. Maybe it is because I don't have anything to say, or I don't even have time to think about it/give a review due to the busy daily life. I just cannot believe that I became to a office lady for 2 years. I mean, full time work. I have been working in art field for a long long time. okay, I think is long enough. Anyway, I just want to say, the motivation I restart a conversation with myself is because an American TV series, called Awkward. I don't even remember how to spell that word before I watched it. But seriously, the tv thriller was eye-catched when I saw it on television tonight. So, I checked the word firstly, and started watching it. Now I am almost finished the season one. Cannot believe it, I never suspected I will be that in to this kind of teenager's tv programme (evidently, it is a Disney production.) But I have to say, the words Jenna say in the series were all quite inspiring. Also her...

Just finished my third book. I kept thinking something since last weekend. the motivation of what I am doing, the life experience led you becoming who you are, who you were, and who you will be. After the third book by Yusuke Ishida, a men who has traveled the world by bike, and the book is about his journey. I started understanding a very little bit. 剛剛看完第三本書，決定要從現在開始我的一百本書計畫。(也想看看自己能寫到第幾本) 想想跟我看完的第三本概念也蠻像的呢。 "現在就出發，看能夠走到哪裡吧!"原本計畫只有一年半的旅程，拖到三年，最後是七年才完成。如果真的要說七年的遊記寫成一本書，我想我也會很困擾吧!! 不知道為什麼，看著這本書總是一直想到我在倫敦的日本室友Hikaru。覺得他也有和這本書的作者一樣的感覺，性格堅毅，知道自己在做什麼，雖然偶爾也會迷惑，但是看了比自己更多世界的他，在你感到迷惘的時候卻能傾聽你的煩惱，讓你豁然明朗找到方向。偶爾也有對於未來夢想的某種浪漫，這時候你們又成了站在同一線上的戰友。一起幻想各自更好的生活和人生。 日本男生到了某個年紀就會這樣嗎?哈哈。 閱讀這本書，總是不自覺在某個地方停下來，忍不住熱淚盈框。非洲草原的一望無際，乾旱的沙漠，閃著藍光的森林，割開魚肚子汨汨湧出的鮮紅魚卵，橫斷山脈的峽灣，一片雪白的冰原，我好像也就在那裡面一樣。。。或是說，自己也好想啟程去那個地方。 好想去旅行。 書裡更讓人難忘的是旅程中遇到的人們，每一個與作者共同騎一段路的旅伴，每雙伸出援助的手，自己總是自然的接下別人的好意。直到最後領悟到，能夠一路走到這裡，是接受了多少人的幫助，這一切都不是理所當然，而是好運得到的善心，才能夠走到這個地方。 活著真好。 這本書看完蠻感動的，也很想再次啟程。 也想到自己再Frienze在明信片寫下的一句話：I have been gone so ...

I had a nice weekend with fantasy. made me feel like back to the old good time. people are the same, some new friends. lots of drinks and food, good music and great talks. of course. I felt comfortable when friends sit side by side. even though i knew so well that i am a bit far from them. you chose something, and you have preparation to lost something too. all you can do is keep going. or turn around back to where you were. sometimes i easily feel regret of some word/action i said/done after some occasion. for example, yesterday i met some old friends after the show, i should stay a bit longer to catch up with them but i didn't make it. because i do want to join the drink/party with other guys. seriously i should blame on that worst encore i ever had... but anyway. things just happened, you never know. even most of things went out into ways that totally out of my expectation. but in some way, which is good. i know myself better than before, find out more weakness of myself, which ...

A 11 year-old kid set up his career of to be an organic farmer. I just watched this video clip on TV, deserved to recommend to everyone. To be aware of the food issue. 在中天看到的, 今年會有TEDxTaipei 不過仍覺得今年台灣的TEDx系列講座眼光不夠遠, 這個TEDxNext Generation的11歲小男孩, 覺醒對於糧食危機和基因改良食物, 減少食材碳足跡, 購買在地食物的觀念, 台灣呢? 農業的發展眼光能不能再看遠一點?

很久沒有來說說話了最近。 好像也很忙碌的八月。 去了一趟台南，看了"那些年，我們一起追的女孩"。回家之後眼淚直流，不停地想起平行時空有關的話題。原來每個人念念不忘的初戀是有原因的。就是因為無法永遠在一起才會感到遺憾。 然後又看了幾部好電影。 Tilda Swinton的I am Love 沒有人比她更合適穿橘色直筒褲加水藍色條紋襯衫了。 怎麼可以那麼優雅又那樣帥氣。 剛剛看了Woody Allen的午夜巴黎，噢真是太讚了!! 永遠都無法從我的TOP List掉下來，這次又新穎的詮釋奇幻的Golden Age theory還有巴黎。對，巴黎是浪漫，是下雨，是漫步，是咖啡。但有又有什麼比得上畢卡索、高更、達利和海明威? 安迪亞布洛迪的達利真是瘋癲的太可愛。 Manray也出現了太逗趣~ 真希望自己能夠更了解這些文學家畫家藝術家的前後關係。 然後想去看表演，Cry me a waterfall 但是發現約人好難。是不是沒朋友的前兆? 唉。

最近心情亂亂的。 昨天去看展覽。起點也變得亂亂的，有些傷心，有些惆悵。 人都會變了，何況是環境。所以也就不悲傷。 好的展場設計帶作品上天堂，差的展場規劃卻害作品打斷腸。 可惜了，不過可惜了之後可以想想自己該怎麼做才對，與其覺得沮喪，不如想想更好的辦法。 之前一直很在意的設計被打槍，有點小沮喪要重來，不過也很慶幸看到自己的盲點，透過別人的角度看到自己沒在意的地方。 今天跟一直很喜歡的藝術家講電話好開心噢~都要飛上天了~好親切又有力量的聲音。真是迫不及待想看到本人! 一直很喜歡她的作品，雖然未曾親自見到，但是真的很喜歡好喜歡，所以把她偷偷加入自己的聯絡名單(羞)好期待老師的作品喔! 我對探究體感和知覺的作品超沒招架能力的! 週末好開心喔, 雖然加班了但見到好久沒見到的M館老朋友, 過往的記憶就像小小碎片般一點一點的補上心裡的空缺。 太好了， 你沒忘記我， 就像我也沒忘記你一樣。 但是跟W姓友人一起吃完整隻烤雞真是太嚇人了，自己都嚇了一跳。 可以分享一個很好的展覽噢! 在華山四連棟東四展到七月底，倒立先生環台的影像展。雖然華山百戲雜技節的演出應該都結束了，不過展覽很值得去看看喔! 看著文案突然就鼻酸了，透明之國講的就是台灣啊。台灣的環境真的出了問題，很多人都不知道自己為什麼活著，沒有夢想的生存下去，既沒有夢想也不能樂天知命，每天都在抱怨環境，而不從新的一天裡開始做任何改變，每天任由媒體和政治擺佈，惡性循環下去傳給下一代。 雖然提出管他什麼基測的我也很像說出何不食肉糜的晉惠帝，不過人生不就是還有很多可能嗎?醒醒吧年輕人! 又開始憤世嫉俗了。 所以我還是慶幸我走在我自己想要的道路上，並且過的開心。 那也就很好了。

朋友還是老的好。 看著令人熟悉的文字頻率和聲音，熱淚盈眶。 用力地汲起了養分般地，又再次充滿了力量。 怕一下子就會消失不見似地，捨不得按下閱讀下一篇， 充到七分滿就夠了。 就可以走到很遠的地方。 挪威森林的男孩。