看到自己blogger版面居然是桃紅色還有點嚇到。
可能是前段時間有些粉紅色的幻想所以過得太過歡愉，連桃紅色的版面居然也看起來順眼。今天一登進來覺得特別刺，不論是生活還是blog又回到平凡的日子。
兩個人的時候很好，一個人也不會因此過不下去，只是有點無聊。
所以我又去了北美館，抱著完成課後作業的心情就比較不會想太多其他讓人分心的事。
心情適合現在這首歌。
The rythme really heals my feeling now. I got sticked to his voice since I heard his version of "Please Don't Stop the Music" on youtube last time. That's the best version of this song I've ever heard.
I feel quite sad these days. I have to say I miss London a lot... not exactly the city, but myself there. I left a part of me there, and I knew clearly that part of me never be back with me forever. til I back there again someday. I really miss the happy house, the best time ever in my life. I felt totally free when i was there. I met many people who are really wise, funny, cool, interesting, warm, and lovely friends there. Every friendship and the memories with them had changed my life.
I am eager to dance these days, i miss those days we dressed short skirts in super cold days, went out to have drink, walked really long way (which seems have no end in 1.30 am) to clubbing. we dance, no need to dance like professional, just move your body as freely as you could, no one watchs you strangely. the asian, or to said those taiwanese sterotype and values have trapped me too tight and made me not to breath for so long. This is the first time I feel escape from those annoying thoughts and make myself just meself.
I am just feeling not happy with what I am doing now. After I came back from my dream route, I feel I cannot so easy to give up what I have been chasing for long time. And I am not satisfied with everything, anything. What should I do? Should keep sticked on this embrassing situation or should I move on?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DV3tLQ2uGzs
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