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Back to myself


Back to myself
I have been too busy last month. Today, when I am receiving the bill of last month, I suddenly realized how many phone call I have made, how much negotiation I paid attention too. And how much time I spent on communication. This is the first time I had a phone bill over 3000NTD. Such a remarkable record! But, at the same time, I have feeling of awaken from the mist of the overloaded work.

I realized how much time I waste, how much pressure I had, even after the exhibition opening, the pain on my shoulder and back didn't have much release. Even I took a whole day off, I became nervous immediately when I received the emails.

Just need to be back to myself.
Way back to myself.
Listen to my heart and my will.
It strongly against my behavior but I choose to ignore. And I feel pain, from inside to outside. I kept questioning myself, what do I want, what do I need, what do I really want to do.

So, I gave up.
I just want to be back to myself.
Listen to my heart and my will.
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